build you out of legoes and send you out into the street.
its the beginning of the holiday season, but at least it brings an extra hour of sleep.
November 1st
October 26th
5:08AM //
i have forgotten about the power time, about the necessity of letting it pass and, in the process, finding yourself somewhere else and unconcerned entirely with what once burned your heart.
clearly, i have remembered, but waiting for it to work - treachery. although i know better, feelings always feel so goddamn permanent.
nothing sticks, nothing sticks! i remind myself, then i repeat myself, then i forget immediately.
i would like nothing else but to move from thing to thing and person to person as if there are no such things as footprints, ties or scars. i guess there aren’t, not really.
on another note, i managed to eat a pound of turkey in less than 24 hours.
October 19th
12:40AM // To Whom Ever it May Concern,
Your one and only flaw was never in reason, and there lies the asymptote that separates our little lives, the insignificant but unique and continuous maps that allow us to approach one another, theoretically, for infinity; getting as close as possible without actually touching.
You know I love a good chase, but as existence is a function of time I cannot, will not, waste the finiteness of the exhilarating curves that come before inevitable stability and boredom on trying to touch someone who refuses to redefine their limits.
September 14th
10:53PM // single
and the only one. i dont mind, i care alot, i feel things, apathy eats my life… for those unattached, it is always a ball of indecisive frustration. but, what i have learned from living with a couple, a person in a 5 year relationship, and a guy in a fresh from the cleaners new fling simultaneously is that you have to plant yourself in a high traffic area and force everyone else to contain their happiness within the four walls of their bedroom.
i deserve the kitchen. i am a bitter, hungry old maid.
August 14th
3:55AM // drunk
ate all my olives.
August 13th
12:36AM // the most delicious ribs
with an epic case of inexplicable heartburn.
stay away from robots, fall out of love with love and keep your friends near.
August 11th
8:57PM //
mars has snow, fireworks, and illusions of light.
